Sorry, I'm back now

Well I had a rough week last week. I had s doctors appointment with my orthopedic doctor and he told me some news that I just wasn't expecting. I went in to talk about my back and ended up talking mainly about my hips. Well my right hip to be exact. Due to the cancer and tumors in my bones they have weakend my hip bones and I need surgery. They want to do the surgery before it actually breaks. The doctor feels it would be better because its harder to put something together thats in a million pieces than just to reinforce something thats about to break. I understand why they want to do this but its just hard to take in the fact that this cancer is taking a toll on my body. I'm a fighter and I'm not good with defeat. This is just a little stumble in the road to recovery, at least thats how I see it. I will have a stronger hip so that I can get around better than I have. They want me to stay off my leg, which is hard because I already don't get around as much as want, but I'm trying. Lets see how it goes...